I am done putting meat in my mouth

So i have finally come to a point in my life where i no longer need to put meat in my mouth. I know that this will come as a shock to most of you, because i mean if someone is going to put meat in their mouth, Chris was always the answer. I took meat almost three times a day, if not more. Before i get to far, those of you with gross minds, the meat i am talking about is animal meat. I have mentioned before that I have been having health issues and been trying for about a year to find answers.

I have finally (I hope) come to know that it is meat. My body makes too much protien thanks to my wonderful boughts with kidney failures and nephritis, and so when i would eat high protien foods my body would get sick, hence my troubles with weight loss, headaches, vomit, the runs and sorts. I have been meat free for almost two weeks and I have yet to have any of the above symptoms. Huzzahh! So i am officially making my Veggitarian Coming Out statement. I hope that you will all see this as just a part of who I am, and not all of who I am. I dont want to be labeled and judged for being different. Its just who I am, i cant change it. (hehe)

Also as a post script, JD has approved adding a cat to our family! YES! So in the next few months it is going to happen. I love him

cat or no cat , that is the question

I have been feeling this need for a long time. I know that i have posted about it before, but the want and need is still as strong as it was before. I am ready for children. I have this need in my heart, i have all this love to give and all i can do is just store it. I use this love for JD, family, friends, but so much more of it just gets pushed back into me and today is a day when i feel it the most. Just feel overwhelmed with the emotion.
I have been fighting with JD for years about how much i want a cat, because children are not going to happen anytime soon, and i think i am loosing. JD has okayed a dog (sort-of) and i would be fine with that, but i feel that our home and work situations would not be fair for a dog. I know in my heart and my mind that a cat is the best decision. JD of course hates cats and thinks there are pure evil. I love JD, but sometimes i feel like this is something that he should just do for me. A cat would allow me to some point have something to take care of, love, and something that could show that love back to me.
What do you all think?

Two posts in one day, take a big breath Lisa!

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Christopher is from Winnie the Pooh and Jay is my fathers favorite uncle (who i never met)
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? monday, because i called in sick and i get really emotional when im ill
3 . DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? I like it better as i get older, JD's is much cooler
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Turkey
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? I consider my nieces and nephews my surrogate children
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Im not sure how to answer this
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? um, i would have to say a very much so
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yes
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? I totally would do it once, but i would have my eyes closed the whole time
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Grape-nuts with Bananas
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Not at all, too lazy
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? with what i have been through in my life, i think i am one of the strongest people i know
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Cookie Dough
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? There eyes and teeth
15 . RED OR PINK? Red
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? My weight, and my total lack of self -worth
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? if they want, love to know more about you.. but no pressure
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Tan Shorts
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Some peanut M&Ms
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? the song is Message to Myself from Melissa Etheridge
22. IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Forest Green
23. FAVORITE SMELLS? Rain, Lilacs and JD
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my mother
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? I actually did not have it sent to me, i copied and pasted it from Breanne's page
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? baseball
27. HAIR COLOR? Brown, with lots of grey
28. EYE COLOR? Green, and i love that
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? nope, glasses are hotter
30. FAVORITE FOOD? spagetti!
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? happy endings
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Hairspray, loved it.
33.WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? Black
34. SUMMER OR WINTER? im a fall guy
35. HUGS OR KISSES? Love hugs here
36. FAVORITE DESSERT? Lemon bars
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? not sure
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND ?Brent
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? I am inbetween books at the moment
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? I dont use one
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T.V. LAST NIGHT? Blades of Glory.. lame
42. FAVORITE SOUND? JD saying he loves me
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? Beatles
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?Florida
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? I can cross only one eye
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Ogden, Utah
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? anyone willing

The Bionic Chris

so.. I have been having alot of health issues lately. I cant remember the last time i was not nauseated, tired, having a headache and having stomach issues. I have been going to the doctor and getting loads of tests done, which is soo good for me and my insurance. They thought i was postive for Celiac, its a allergy to Gluten and causes the healthy villi in my small intestine to die and not capture nutrients, and I went on a Gluten free diet and started to feel better, but then i started to feel the same symptoms again. THe bigger tests that i took all came back normal and so I am back to square one. All i know for sure is that I have a high protien count, so cut down on my meat and cheese intake. Though i can eat cheese now! I have to cute back on sugar and lose at least 20 lbs.. which would be easy if i had someone to work out and motivate with. Also my testosterone levels are low for my age. My doctor actually told me to have more sex. That might be something i wont have a problem with. JD is doing good of course, why is it always me with the drama??

I will of course keep you all posted, and anyone need a workout partner??